就像咖啡，剛開始喝時覺得它苦。比起甜甜的汽水，它毫不討喜。
小時候會喝它只是因爲爸媽喜歡，自己就學著大人喝。
再大一點，還是談不上喜歡，只是要借用它來提神。
現在的我，生活中不只少不了它，也漸漸愛上那厚厚的苦感、那濃濃的咖啡香。
很多人事物就像一杯咖啡一樣。你或許在第一刻看不清它的好，但日子久了，習慣轉變成了
很多人事物你若能花點時間看穿它的保護色，便能更了解它的奧秘、了解它的好。
而好朋友有時就像是一杯為你特調的咖啡，你看清了他/她的咖啡香了嗎？
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jan33y- April 13th, 15:55
hopeful
很多人事物談不上一見鍾情，卻漸漸在你生命中划下一個顯著的道影。
就像咖啡，剛開始喝時覺得它苦。比起甜甜的汽水，它毫不討喜。
小時候會喝它只是因爲爸媽喜歡，自己就學著大人喝。
再大一點，還是談不上喜歡，只是要借用它來提神。
現在的我，生活中不只少不了它，也漸漸愛上那厚厚的苦感、那濃濃的咖啡香。
很多人事物就像一杯咖啡一樣。你或許在第一刻看不清它的好，但日子久了，習慣轉變成了解，了解轉變成依賴，依賴轉變成欣賞。
很多人事物你若能花點時間看穿它的保護色，便能更了解它的奧秘、了解它的好。
而好朋友有時就像是一杯為你特調的咖啡，你看清了他/她的咖啡香了嗎？
- Once broken, considered gone?
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- jan33y
- March 12th, 19:35
Some things, once broken, there's no way you can return it to its original state.
Some things, once broken, there's no way you can find a replacement that is exactly the same.
You can repair it, you can glue the pieces back, but it will never never be the same.
You might still see the scar, it might no longer work, it might never be the same.
You can carry the pieces with you forever, you can look at the pieces and pretend the memories are reality, but you can never change the facts.
You might hold it so dearly you can't throw it, but eventually you will get so tired of pretending it's fine.
It is the worst when you like it so much that it will leave a lasting print on you, and even when you are able to find something else that suit you, you can never forget nor replace what once meant so much to you.
If you have the power to return it to original state, good for you.
Otherwise, you can only remain in your misery or try to survive on your own.
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- 宁可暂停也不想面对分离
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- jan33y
- February 2nd, 15:10
害怕结局•••
连看戏、读小说也会到最后几集、几章时不舍地往下看、往下读•••
深怕往后没了下文，自己会不晓得该如何是好•••
怕往后没了续集，自己也停滞•••
怕结局不好，自己不能接受•••
怕结局'完美'，自己不能想象以后该是继续那种美好还是•••
暂停了，还能继续期待。
暂停了，还能有无限的可能。
暂停了，还能自个更改本该的结局。可说是不可面对现实。
但若面对现实会让你沮丧，还不如试着看看自己是否能更改那'应当的结局'？
也许这一次真能是个「一分耕耘，一分收获」的结局。
就算最后是白费心机，至少知道自己曾经试过•••没到最终的句点，真的该继续努力☆〜（ゝ。∂）
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- let go
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- jan33y
- December 24th, 2011
indescribable
how do you let go when you didn't realize you were holding on all these while until you are asked to release.
what can you do when you didn't realize some memories were so vividly remembered until you tried to forget.
it's one thing to whether you want to give it up, it's another thing to whether you are able to do so.
the will may be there, just that the way will be tediously long.
but some things are irreversible, once started, it ought to end, one way or another.
maybe one day the habitual strength that holds on will eventually loosen.
- 2 years later, she's still being missed
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- jan33y
- September 20th, 2011
loved
Orchids blossomed the most beautiful way under her care.
Like how she treated her children and grandchildren, and great grandchildren with love, the orchids reciprocate her care with their beauty.
Her heart is big enough to love everyone, her mind is wide enough to care for everyone, her presence is warm enough to be felt by everyone.
Till now, she's still being missed, she's still being loved, and it will always be so.
this is dedicated to the greatest person with the greatest heart.....
your love is still being felt.
- 就算难受，也不能再次放弃。
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- jan33y
- August 28th, 2011
就算一直碰壁也像这样往前前进的心情，你了解吗？就算是铁墙，也希望自己能有突破它的一天。那不是倔强，而是一种『求生』心态。如果再次放弃，连自己也无法原谅。
就算难受，也不能再次放弃。
- The blank ain't that blank..
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- jan33y
- August 18th, 2011
It's been awhile since i submit any entries here.
Summer holidays are over, this is like the year in which i obtained the highest number of records on my passport.
After the trip to Aussie in April, I have been been going in and out of Malaysia a lot of times especially JB.
Recently i just uploaded my trip to KL with Sita on my flickr...
It's our first overseas together, wanted to go somewhere further but we had time constraint.
hopefully next time Wina will be able to join us!
Just before school starts, i went on cruise with my family.
it was my first time on one, initially i really wasn't interested...
But although on the cruise it wasn't a lot of things to do, i did enjoy myself quite a bit.
Take a lot of photographs, everytime when my er jie fu is around, it makes me remember to take photos cause he's always holding his DSLR everywhere. [Makes me remember how i made Sita a little bit 不耐烦 when i keep taking photos back at KL]
the -Reflection of Russia- show we watched was really awesome.
The best part however is the swim at Redang Island.
Despite the really salty seawater, swimming where you can see the fishes so clearly is so different from just swimming..It's like you are totally submerged in nature itself. It makes me wanna learn scuba diving really soon =)Anyway, school has started.
So far, it's been alright for me i guess, apart from the fact that it's hard to get used being a year 3.
But it seems that a busy week doesn't totally keep the mind busy.
I supposed i have a reputation for stoning (staring into blanks)
it suddenly dawned on me...
People always say "staring into blank" but all i see isn't really "blank"
it's kind of funny how the mind works.
Sight should be something physical yet you can see things that aren't exactly happening in front of your eyes...
it is like your mind can keep playing "movies" into your eyes.
replaying the same thing that you might not want to see at that moment...
it isn't that good, feeling that you can't control what 'movie' your mind want to play...
i think i should stop here...
i shall end this entry with a song that i suddenly took interest of...
not a song with cheerful tone but it is deep, it makes people think..
徐佳瑩 失落沙洲
goodnight.
- Fearless
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- jan33y
- July 1st, 2011
Does living in fear eventually make you fearless?
Don't they always say 'practices make perfect'?
When you have been living in the dark for long, you will not be frightened by the lack of light.
When you have been withstanding the pain for long, you will be protected by the numb.
When nightmares haunt you night after night, you will see the blessing of waking up each day.
So will living in fear eventually make you fearless?
- Dreams
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- jan33y
- June 7th, 2011
The moment you wake up, you realize that dreams are merely dreams and reality is still reality.
Dreams occur involuntarily in our mind when we sleep.
Involuntarily meaning it is unlikely that our conscious mind has control over it.
But how much exactly is it controlled by our mind?
Over the centuries, people have sought the meaning behind dreams that bother them, dreams that means something to them.
Physiologists would say it's a reaction to the neural process occurring in our mind when we are asleep.
Psychologists would say it is what reflected in our subconscious.
Believers would say it is message given by other possible beings, even the prediction of the future.
There are some researches claimed that solutions to certain problems are found in dreams. Problems that may bug the dreamer in conscious state.
I personally find myself agree better to 2 other hypotheses:
1) By Freud that bad dreams allow our brains to practice control over our emotions resulted from distressing experience
2) By Kramer that dreams regulate moods
Both speak about the benefits of dreams in preventing over-excitation of emotions.
I feel that dreams are resulted for self-protection. When there's occurrence of distress, avoiding the pain probably hides the negative emotions within us and through dreams the feelings can be unleashed and vented out. On the other hand, when the dreamer constantly live in pessimistic state, positive dreams help to lighten the mood.
Eventually when you wake up, you will realize that dreams are merely dreams, and reality is still reality. But deep down, your emotions are slowly finding a balance.
- Life Updates
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- jan33y
- May 31st, 2011
artistic
Annyeong~I just finished with this simple messing-around using the photoshop.
Thought this makes a good cheering-up banner!
Never stop wishing for happiness
It's like happiness is always meant for us!
Anyway i caught the Kungfu Panda 2 movie with S20.
Not really an animation-movie lover, but it's pretty cute.
panda and tigeress...
they probably make a weird couple logically speaking but the movie just make it seems so plausible..
and so i just randomly make this just to pair them up here
like i say previously, holidays just mean time for movie, so i'm catching another movie soon with S20 ;)
Been tutoring for a few days, in fact I have one tomorrow morning (and i'm still awake blogging, argh!)
Just spending the rest of the time to accompany my soon-to-be-not-single sister and my photoshop.Not exactly busy with a lot of things, probably just enough to keep my mind a little off from things that i'm trying to stay away.Just random life updates, hopefully some friends won't comment "Eh, why your blog sound emo?" on this particular entryit's really time to sleep for me >.< Annyeong!
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